It’s been a really long time since I’ve wrote anything here, wow… I haven’t been doing much, sleeping, or actually trying to sleep because I really don’t sleep anymore. A  couple or maybe a few hours each night, usually 2-3 hours if that, but it’s broken sleep and no straight through.

My life is miserable, I’m being harassed, threatened, just terrorized really and no one will help me. I don’t want to leave my house, hell I’m afraid to even walk on the porch anymore because of what might happen.

My life, if you want to call it that, consists of not much anymore. There’s a person out there who has taken my life from me, taken my freedom, taken my everything really and no one will help me. He’s allowed to walk free and spread more and more lies about me and my family and all I can do is nothing. He’s allowed to harass me, he’s allowed to threaten me and my family, he’s allowed to lie about me but I can’t do anything to protect myself. He’s allowed to even try and frame my wife for a crime she didn’t commit and no one will do anything about it.

I don’t know what to do anymore, I don’t know who I am anymore, I don’t know what I am really, it’s like living in a haze I guess.

I just don’t know why this is happening to me, I’ve tried to be a good person but it’s not enough, it’s never enough I guess.

I don’t know, I just don’t know, I’ve asked for help but no one will help me with this problem, it just goes on and on, it’s almost two years now of constant harassment and I can’t take it anymore…

I don’t know…