It’s only been not quite a month since I found out my wife was cheating on me and that she was engaged to another man but I miss her and I miss my life with her. I think maybe it’s I miss the future; I’m thinking about what would or could have been as I never thought of this ever happening. This totally blindsided me honestly, I did not expect this at all, I think I might still be in shock.
Guess the title could also be PTSD Ended My Life and Ruined My Marriage, that would work as well, sure feels that way to me.
Where do I begin?
All I want to do is sleep and that’s it anymore, but then I go through periods of time where I can’t sleep, so it seems I just can’t win.
So it’s been a while hasn’t it? It’s August, I haven’t wrote here since January, wow, I hadn’t realized it was that long, does it matter though? Not much has changed, gotten worse actually, but that’s life I guess.
What’s the point of trying to live a good life when other people can just go around and spread lies about you?